i'm scared of responsibility?

i'm scared..
why? because..i've just realised that i have a big responsibility up in my sleeves..

what responsibility?..

ISLAM..

my deen..my life..

for this whole time i'm alive it never occurs to me that being a muslim comes with a big responsibility..not just by praying,doing good deed,hajj,fasting..but there is something else..
even bigger..which i'm now really scared of..for if i'm really determined to continue this..if i really want to get Al-Jannah..

i have to leave..*cries* KAT-TUN..*cries*









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we'll see how..